THE SHOCK!!!!

        Samson just mozied into the VCT center, and just did it....did the test that is....and with anxious anticipation read the minutes going bye...what was he thinking I wonder? As the cousellor drummed into his ear irrelevant prattle; he was shown what to expect and what not to... So he expected it to turn negative, not positive...and it did the opposite...and he reacted with shock.... his mind reeled into action, wondering who could have infected him...his girlfriend, the one he had finally decided to marry, what of the co-ed, who just happened to him like a sad dream? or was it the nurse with the dimple, the maid with the body of a model...slowly he came to... the cousellor was giving him some counsel, something about reinfection...or something... he staggered out of his chair, pulled open the door and went on the most destructive drinking spree that day...he was sure he was dead, he did not know how long he had....three weeks, three months, thee years?? twas ironic he was telling himself; he had the name of the strogest man in the bible, but now he was downed by the smallest of viruses....days, blurred into nights, and nights into days...and he drank....perhaps he had a death wish, he couldnt function at work... he never went back to work...he threw his mobile phone away and traversed the badlands of the city, the seedy dens where cheep beer  cheep pleasure was traded....

LAZARUS LIVES

  As the above pen name suggests, my name is Gadar. That name is derived from Isaiah 58:12 ...it is Hebrew for "REPAIRER".
I have titled the page Lazarus Lives because that is my passion. let me explain this clearly

Lazarus was sick and Jesus was sent for. He delayed for 4 days, and Lazarus died( probably suggesting that he had an incurable or a terminal disease)

when Jesus finally appeared on the scene, he found people in a state of mourning, and spoke to them these words of life...."dont you know that I am the ressurection and the live" and " if anyone believes in me even though he dies he shall surely live?"

Jesus Wept...(compassion)

Then in one of the most amazing scenes in scripture Jesus instructed those around to "ROLL THE STONE AWAY",  And then he  exclaimed "LAZARUS COME FORTH" and in his smelly garb, he came forth alive............

My passion is to minister to people who have terminal, or near impossible problems to solve particularly HIV AIDS victims. and to tell them to Come forth....

The grave represents, despair, confusion, pain regret, and loss of hope.

the smelly grave cloths represent the shame of stigma, rejection, of constant hiding, and denial....
the assosiation to the HI virus....

the grave stone  that was rolled away represents the shredding of  the darkness  and  the spreading  light, wisdom, healing onto a situation that is completely impossible to handle by human standards......Lazarus lives.....

As we travel this road, to health and healing I will show you from scripture the origins of HIV, the lies and deceptions that have been peddled to the world, and the spiritual diagnosis and cure of this scourge, and all I will use is the WORD OF GOD....

GADAR....